4givrnt4gtr Posted September 21, 2009 Posted September 21, 2009 This is probably the worse time to be dealing with a break up. I mean on the surface I could say Im lucky...with all the crap i have to do...but nooo it really isnt. Cuz i have the attention span of a fruit fly right now and its really taking a toll on my school and stuff. I am 5 chapters behind on school already (im getting my masters and they go at the speed of light!), and as much as I want to, whenever I sit to read my mind keeps going back to him...and on the waterworks. GRRRRR When it comes to actually DOING stuff is great, like, I started doing clinical work and i LOVE it. It puts my attention on other people and I just love feeling useful and of help. but when it comes to just sitting in my dark apartment (i hate this place! cannot wait to move!) and try to focus on reading....yeah not so much. IS there anything i could do to help me refocus? I REALLY need to get cracking cuz I dont want to get to midterms and have yet to read half of what i need to read. Any ideas from any of you that may be in school???
Wolf Posted September 21, 2009 Posted September 21, 2009 I know how you feel. Don't let them, and your thoughts of them, get to you. I failed the Bar Exam because of my breakup. I am now living on a friends couch with no job and less than 1000 in the bank. It has cost me everything. The only thing I do have control over is that I don't have to contact her. I can move on. Don't be me. Refocus, because losing you would be a lot worse than losing them. Trust me.
Author 4givrnt4gtr Posted September 21, 2009 Author Posted September 21, 2009 I know how you feel. Don't let them, and your thoughts of them, get to you. I failed the Bar Exam because of my breakup. I am now living on a friends couch with no job and less than 1000 in the bank. It has cost me everything. The only thing I do have control over is that I don't have to contact her. I can move on. Don't be me. Refocus, because losing you would be a lot worse than losing them. Trust me. Ekk im so sorry to hear it cost you so much. I justn ow realize how careful one must be about who you let into your life cuz regardless of what you think they are and what little impact they could have in your life, invariably you're wrong. I went into this relationship thinking it was gonna be just fun, that i would have all the control in the world and that if it ended it wouldnt impact me that much. Dead wrong Now I cant do a thing without bringing memories up. Even the type of music I hear now has changed because of him (introduced me to great music...to bad now its all tainted). Yeah i hear you that i need to force myself to keep on living, and focus on whats important. Its just so hard.....i still dont know how to do it. I guess it sucks that he left me behind, in the same spot i found him, heart broken, jaded and lost. so much going thru my head.
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