JaggedRoad Posted September 17, 2009 Posted September 17, 2009 I got back into contact with my ex last week and it's painful just to talk to her again. I was supposed to break contact with her right after telling her something that I thought she deserved to know, but I hesitated. Long story short, she wants me to stay as her friend, and she doesn't want me to disappear again. Ideally, I would like to stay with her as her friend, but I want more than that. I end up hurting after I talk to her every night and I want to stop talking to her permanently. I found inspiration in mimiminx's post and decided to write a farewell letter of my own to the ex. I wanted to send it to her yesterday, but I asked a friend for his opinion before I did. He advised me to wait a month or two to send it to her, but I'm not quite sure if I should wait. My ex is leaving for university tomorrow morning and I'm afraid that I might make things worse for her if I wait. I was told that I shouldn't care and just think about myself for now. What do you guys think? Should I wait a month to say my final goodbye or should I do it tonight? And here's the current draft of the farewell letter: Christine, I keep telling myself that I can do this, but I really can’t. I don’t want to remain just as your friend; I want more than just that. I know we can’t be more than just friends anymore, but being just friends with you only hurts me. I want to be happy again and that is why I have to say goodbye. It is unlikely that we will ever cross paths again, so this is the last time you will ever hear from me. I will never contact you again—period. Please respect my decision by not contacting me unless it is absolutely necessary. There is so much more that I want to say, but I feel like I don’t have to if you truly understand me and I hope you do. Goodbye, Capricorn.
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