Notsogood Posted September 16, 2009 Posted September 16, 2009 3.5 months broken up from a 5.5 year relationship and 6 weeks NC.... Thought I was doing alrite but the feelings have started to creep back. I've done everything to keep myself busy but the pain is always lingering. Finally gave in to urges and texted her this morning. Looks like i'm back on this emotional rollercoaster =(
logitech Posted September 16, 2009 Posted September 16, 2009 You've done very well to last that long. Good luck with it all.
gavinus Posted September 16, 2009 Posted September 16, 2009 You must stay strong and keep NC!!! Everytime you contact your ex it makes them feel great, whereas you feel terrible. I have been 2 months NC, the pain cycles, I feel weak wanna contact her, and I call friends, post on here instead, if you don't contact them, they know nothing, for all they know you are having an amazing life! Stay strong, it is not easy, nothing worthwhile ever is......feelings always cycle, and everytime you contact them any healing you have done is destroyed and you have to start over again good luck
Author Notsogood Posted September 16, 2009 Author Posted September 16, 2009 Texted her over 10 hours ago now, no response. Don't know what i'm feeling now, thinks I feel more relief because it crushes the hope i have. It also hurts, but I think I will have to go through this either way so might as well get it out of the way now.
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