sugahoney Posted September 15, 2009 Posted September 15, 2009 I know this is silly but I am finding that letting go and moving on to be the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Although I know he is getting back with his ex I just cant let go of him. I feel so pathetic, he has said he cant be in a relationship with me but he is still there talking to me and stuff and I dont know why I allow it. Like last friday, I came to work and before I could settle myself to start working he sends me an email both to my work email and my blackberry just to tell me I look nice. Everyday he comes in and I either get a call or an email saying good morning and then we talk for the entire day. Why is it so hard to just get angry at him and tell him leave me alone??? He told me his ex thinks I am a threat because he talks to me alot and wants us to get together so she can get comfortable with me because he told her he would not give up my friendship. Someone who wants to string me along wouldnt do that right???? Even yesterday when i was leaving work he asked me if I would give him a kiss. Someone who is so into their gf wouldnt want to kiss someone else right???? I am so confused right now, i dont know what to do. I dont want to think he is just using me. He has to feel something for me to try so hard for us to stay friends I have given him the chance so many times to walk away from our friendship and he is still there. Whenever we have arguements they dont last long, we talk it out and are usually back on good terms within an hour and he keeps telling me that he doesnt like when I am angry at him or him being angry with me. We talk every single day, either by email, phone call text or msn. he has to have some feelings for me. Can anyone talk some sense into me. Why cant I just move on, I dont know how I feel about the friends thing yet there are still feelings there on both our parts and I have this feeling that their relationship wont last because this thing with him being friends with me will become an issue. I dont know what to do. I feel so sad and weak that I cant get over this.
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