Surfer Girl Posted September 12, 2009 Posted September 12, 2009 I have been trying to avoid him.... I went to work out... saw his car and turned around to go to a beach break to give it some time.... I was on the phone when he turned up at the beach break.... driving around the parking lot..... I just noticed him as he passed by in his car.... Unexpected for me and him... It really sucked.... as I keep running into him... not on purpose.... So strange we keep seeing each other..... I hate it!!!! almost 2 months NC yet have seen him on the road.... at the most unexpected places.... Fate??? I don't know but when you most not want to see him, he shows up..... Makes me always go back to square one... and here I am again....frustrated and wanting so much to not see him..... yet, for some god awful reason..... we happen to be at the same place at the same time.... Sometimes I don't want to go out of the house just to avoid him.... We don't travel the same roads.... and for some reason... I see him when I don't want to..... Now I am hurting.... again....
TaraMaiden Posted September 12, 2009 Posted September 12, 2009 Is there any remote possibility HE is arranging this on purpose.....?
Author Surfer Girl Posted September 12, 2009 Author Posted September 12, 2009 I asked myself the same question.... I don't think so.... He will most likely think the same about me... There is no way.... He would have known I was at the beach break..... Maybel we just travel the same roads.... think alike.... whatever.... but I really don't think either one of us want to see each other on purpose..... I know the last few weekends... I surfed where I grew up and he was not there... whew!!! Strange... I have always had this feeling I might see him...everyday..... looking for his car.... I don't know what to think... maybe subconsciously I am wanting him and he just happens to be there.....Never thought my subconscious would make it happen... but sometimes I wonder!!!!!!
TaraMaiden Posted September 13, 2009 Posted September 13, 2009 I know this is going to sound like a daft question, but just think about it for a while.... Do you actually WANT to get over him at the moment? Think on it, seriously. I'll wait until you reply.....
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