EpicPanda Posted September 12, 2009 Posted September 12, 2009 I have posted my story under breakup and have been working hard with the suggestions and it does help. I've started nc but she imed me and I couldn't resist. Afterwards I realized I really shouldn't have responded. I'm definitely going to stop communication. But for now I'm a pretty big mess. I can't sleep well at all, I keep realizing more and more things that she said were lies whilewe were together. I miss her and love her a lot but know that I can't get back together with her. I don't eatas much and can't concentrate as well as I used to. She just keeps slipping into my mind. I wish I could simply ignorethe feeling or keep busy which is what I am trying to do but, it's not helping. She was a part of every aspect of my life. I hat the city I'm in because we've gone everywhere together. It's hard for me to do a lot of things now. However, I'm confident college will help. I'm moving in next sat. Hooray! But until then I have a ton of things to do. But everytime I begin each task I feel this hug pain inside of me that won't go away. I want to feel good again but without much sleep and this constant pain. I feel a bit lost and filled with large amounts of hate and love. Please help me out. >.<
Sunset Posted September 12, 2009 Posted September 12, 2009 You will be over this in time. of course somewhere wil evoke memories if you went together everywhere. trust in fate, everything happens for a reason and you just weren't right together. better things are in store for you. i wish you every happiness and success with your studies, you are worth more, dont let this stop you x
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