Cowboy2theCore Posted September 10, 2009 Posted September 10, 2009 Ok here it is. I meet this girl about 3 weeks ago at this club. She came up to me and we hit it off. Well I saw her the next day and the night was great. She had to leave to go back to college. Every night sense she left to go back to (florida) we have talked on the phone. I started to really like her. I am willing to take leave and go see her in about a week. Well a couple of day's ago I needed to talk to her about something. She has been acting different sorta and I told her that I thought she was and asked her if it was another guy or something. She saids that she is not with another guy. I believe her. She just has been going to partys a lot and not talking much so that was what was in my mind. Well that night she came back home from a party early and asked me if I was still out because I went out that night sorta (Starbucks rather than the club.. lol). I told her I am home and she asked if she could call and i said yeah. She called and I had to ask her where she thinks we stand, how she see's this going, and where do i stand in her book. I asked her all these questions in one sentence. WELL she said "I really like you, I do, but I don't know about a long distance relationship". I was like ok. She started to explain that jealously would play a big role in a relationship. I do believe that jealously will play a role, BUT I believe she would be faithful and so jealously will not sink in as bad as she thinks it will. I told her that I would be willing to try a LDR but it was up to her. We talked for about an hour I guess and her phone died. She had to go back to her friends house to get the phone charger and she called me back. It was late so I had to let her go. Before getting off the phone she said "Don't fix something that is not broken" I knew what it means but I asked her just to hear what she had to say. She told me to think about it and she had to go to sleep. Well the next day I texted her around noon. She never replied back the whole day. The following day she texted me late that night. I replied back and she called. I was real upset and didn't know what I would say on the phone or act. I thought she was ignoring me and not talking to me because of what I said the other night. *We have talked every night for 3 weeks, but that one* She told me that she left her phone at home and stayed with her mom. Ok, well that is still kinda hard to believe, but i guess I will not worry about it. While talking on the phone she acted just a little odd. I did seem cranky talking to her (just a little). She kept on saying i'm cranky. She kept on repeating somethings I've say every now and then in a whiskey. After I asked her what she said she told me and calling me cranky. I did tell her I had a lot of stuff on my mind. She mentioned something about having a boyfriend to take her to work tomorrow. She was joking around because I know she doesn't have a boyfriend. It was just a joke and I am 100% sure it was. Well I think she was saying that to tease me. She also said something earlier related to sex just to tease me again. I need to get over her but it's hard. I plan on going to see her SOON! I have some questions. Why is she teasing me? Should I go and see her? Should I let her think I am going to see her and cancel mid week before I see her? (give me time to think of what I need to do) Should I just let it ride? Be her friend, hang out and talk everyday like we do? And hope for maybe something in the future? ( I like her a lot more than just friends, it would hurt talking to her.) (I dream about her all the time. 4 or 5 times in the last 3 weeks and twice a night some nights.) I have more Post on this subject (HER) if yall would want to read them too. How do I let her go? What is the easy way to let her go when she is ALWAYS on my mind? (keeping busy don't help cause I have tried) I could use as much advice as you can give me. PLEASE HELP!!! Thanks in advance.
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