4givrnt4gtr Posted September 9, 2009 Posted September 9, 2009 So today was a little tough...actually very tough... The first part I went through it like a zombie, just going through the movements but not really there. And if there was absolutely anything in the environment that reminded me of him or even if it was quiet at all, my mind would wander and i would immediately get all teary. Well, finally though as I drove home I thought about where ive been. From the first guy ive ever crushed on and actually dated (poor guy was thisclose from getting me a restraining order because I just didnt know the meaning of dignity at 18) to my latest ex. I realized that slowly but surely ive gotten better and better at standing up for myself, at valueing myself, and walking away when Im not given love and respect. I still got ways to go, but I am very very proud at how far Ive come. From begging a guy to be with me despite his constant "im not interested" to saying "Im sorry but you're just stringing me along and i deserve better" Slowly but surely!! next step? starting to be more picky! That made my day
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