Goatsbreath Posted September 9, 2009 Posted September 9, 2009 Here's the link to the email I sent her if you want to read it (email) Here's here response which came in two emails. First: "Hi there long lost friend. Are you still mad at me? I started to read ur angry letter and stopped. Didn't finish...Im not sure why this all began...i just want to live my life. I want you as a friend in it. I have a simple way of thinking these days about a correct formula for life and i dont want this...whatever and wherever its coming from. Im sorry you hurt. I really am. I want you to be so happy dear Michael. You are very important to me and it is true even if you dont beleive me right now. Just give me a chance to be your friend again. I am a good one...I know that in my heart and i know you are a spirit in my life that is so pure and kind. I thank you for all that you have done for me. I am. I could never articulate how grateful i am...I thought you knew that. I thought we had a powerful understanding about life and how we want to live it; without this wall. When you are ready...I will be waiting for you." Then this email a few hours later Ok. Just read the whole thing. Wrote you on facebook before i read this. I am sorry you feel this way. I cant change it. Im not a demon or a monster or a human living to hurt you michael, regardless of what you think. I did think that we were starting to become friends and able to spend time together as that, but on the phone you went off on me again about starting to see someone else. I didnt lie to you about how i felt. I wanted to be friends still and spend time as that. Im sorry you feel mislead. As far as the guilt trip with sacrificing your health, which was a really classy thing to say by the way, and your job up north and the rest of it, what else can I say? Sorry my heart changed to friendship for you. I thought it was a special kind of friendship, I really did. But since I don't feel romantically for you, it just isn't good enough for you to want it. Ok Michael, keep making me a bad person in your head and your family's if thats what gets you by. On the phone there wasn't anything else i could say to you. As far as the **** buddy from xxxxx comment, Im not sure how that is relevant. You hoped things would get back to the way they were for a time, while i tried talking about how I just didnt feel that way anymore over and over. I meet someone that lives in xxxxxxxx and then it turns to I suddenly broke you again. Well Michael, if you need to say goodbye, and stay away from me then you do what it is you feel you need to do. I hope one day you will realize i was a friend to you and i am not out to hurt you. I do care and hope you take care of yourself. xxxxx Correct formula? She left me for a guy, then left him for a girl, girl left her and then she comes crying to me, we have sex a few times, then she opts to say we should just be friends. Then weeks later has a new guy to chase. That's the formula?
Surfer Girl Posted September 9, 2009 Posted September 9, 2009 He is clearly saying he does not want you back.... and you my dear do not want friend zone as that is not what you want.... Best to to go NC... and accept the fact...... It sucks I know!!!
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