dianna Posted September 6, 2009 Posted September 6, 2009 I feel useless..Im scared ..college will start..im going to see him everyday..I break down and cry because I know he doesn't believe in second chances, but i really changed.I mean even though I have my moments of crisis , I know what went wrong..when I acted stupid..I know I KNOW..too bad he doesn't know that ..2 months..yeah..now im never going to have a chance with him.. It's getting worse by day..
GrayClouds Posted September 6, 2009 Posted September 6, 2009 I feel useless..Im scared ..college will start..im going to see him everyday..I break down and cry because I know he doesn't believe in second chances, but i really changed.I mean even though I have my moments of crisis , I know what went wrong..when I acted stupid..I know I KNOW..too bad he doesn't know that ..2 months..yeah..now im never going to have a chance with him.. It's getting worse by day.. It's been two months for me too and while I have some good days, it still hits on many levels. You may be blaming yourself too hard. Often our mistakes was encourage by their behaviors. For example, if they are pulling away we will try to feel that space. Creating a feeling insecurity and become neediness, even before we know it on a conscious level. Then they turn around and blame there leaving on our behavior when it was a natural reaction to their actions. And we blame ourself for loosing them but the fact is they were already gone but did have the courage to tell us. Have you talked to a professional, maybe some meds?
Author dianna Posted September 6, 2009 Author Posted September 6, 2009 Nah..I have to do this myself .No meds, nada
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