9Lives Posted September 5, 2009 Posted September 5, 2009 Well it has been a long road. 4 years off and on and I finally just walk away. I tried everything to ttry to win his love and respect and I was still in the shadows of his life. I finally gave up and decided to go ahead and move on. It has been 1 month and a couple of days. I have went straight NC. He text me about a week ago just to say hi and hope I am doing well. I just so happen to be crying that day and I was surprised to see that he text me out the blue. I didnt respond cause I wanted more than a greeting from him. I havent called cause I am still very much in love with him and he dont treat me right. I know he cares about me and all but there is alot missing that i want and he is not going to provide me. I just have to move on and accept the relationship is over. It is just sooooo hard. I still love him. I still wish we could have worked it out. I still think maybe he decided to try to work it out. I still live in hope. I just dont know what to do. It is so hard
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