dianna Posted September 4, 2009 Posted September 4, 2009 GOD ..when will this all end?Im sick and tired of crying, thinking, breathing, i want to dig a hole and stay there. Im scared that I've lost you even though you are sad and confused.Why the hell is it so hard? I miss you and your gone..Im scared that i really lost you for good and that you don't care, Im hurting so bad that I barely breath,I wish I could go on auto pilot and just stare at the walls .I know you believe im ok and I moved on, guess what love, I didn't .I won't . I WON'T. I prefer to be in this state of mind and hope then rather let you go and suffer 10 times more . Hope is all I got..a small litlle hope.. T , i didn't lie when I told you I love you.Im just so scared right now.So so scared .
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