heartbrokenxxxx Posted September 2, 2009 Share Posted September 2, 2009 Hi guys! Well, me and my ex broke up in March, it was my decision because we have been on and off due to him changing his mind and dumping me when we go through rough patches. The last straw was in March when he ignored me for 4 days then when i rang him he said he didnt want to be with me so i dumped him that night. 5 months later with no contact (except once in June when i bumped into him in college and i emailed him that night to ask to be friends) he emails me saying he wanted to meet with me before he goes to university in September as he said I'm the one person he most wants to see as i was with him for 3 and a half years and he still counts me as his best friend. After a 5 hour conversation on msn messenger i decided to meet him 'as friends' to catch up and say bye before uni. Well we ended up having a heart to heart, him saying he misses me like mad and I'm the only one he wants and he wants me back more than ever this time because he says he has grown up these past 5 months and know what he wants which is me and he says he feel disgusted about how he treated me and he isnt like that anymore. It's so hard because we have been together since we were 14 ( we are 18 now) and the past two years have been very rocky because he has dumped me quite a few times then changes his mind 2 weeks later and i take him back. I was so mad in love with him i did anything to be with him. Anyway, i have been meeting him the past 2 weeks and we have got on so well and he has treated me great and i can see a change in him, like he has matured so much, but i feel a fool cos he has changed his mind before and messed me around before, the thing is i still love him now and probably more than ever before and i know hes who i want because i tried to move on going on dates and going out with friends and i even recently went to Ibiza and still thought about him and wasnt interested in anyone else and after all this time even he knows and feels the same way about me. Are we ment to be? Shall i give him one FINAL chance? Or shall i let go even though we love each other and it could be the beginning of a better future? Help! I feel so lost! Sorry this is so long, its hard to fit it all in! Please any reply is helpful to me at the moment! Thankyou! Link to post Share on other sites
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