Aleeed Posted September 1, 2009 Posted September 1, 2009 A year ago, I posted my story on here, I had my heart broken by my first love, but I got over it - mainly thanks to the advice you guys gave me here. For all of you who think you won't get over someone you love, whereas it might seem it now, you will. Listen to the advice on here, keep entertained and learn to enjoy yourself, life is to short to be upset. My story this time is a lot less complicated but just as upsetting, I'm really struggling after my latest breakup. Since my first relationship with the girl above, I didn't think I'd find someone for a while, just over 8 months later I met my latest girlfriend. She made me feel alive again, shes the only person I've wanted to be in a relationship since my last, I feel like we get each other so well, anyway after a month and a half of officially being together it was over.. until we met up and talked and decided to work at it, she'd ended it but i was more than willing to give it another go, after all I was falling for this girl pretty fast. We sorted things out, I could feel myself falling in love again, its an amazing feeling. I had to go on a vacation for a week and on my return she was off on her holiday for 2 weeks. On her return we met up and everything was fine, we met up for the day and had a great day together. I felt like nothing could go wrong. However, the week later I'd got fed up of not seeing her as much as I could. I understood she had other people to see but I never felt to high on her priorities, just as I was going to talk to her about all this, she'd decided she 'didn't feel the same' for me anymore. Yet again, we were over. I was devastated, the night of the break up I coped well. But the next morning, I woke up and it had really hit me. I'm struggling to come to terms with this breakup. Last night, I decided to talk to her, we are in regular contact which can't be helped. She told me that she was missing me, and that she didn't want to end things its just that she had to. She told me that shes always loved me and always will. She told me she misses me and is struggling without me - which are my feelings exactly. I think deep down we both know that there won't be an 'us' any time soon. I'm glad I avoided a party we were planning to attend with mutual friends as apparently she got very drunk and ended up in a bit of a mess. The main problem is that I'm so upset and I feel the same as her. I'm disappointed that I feel the second time we dated again we didn't really give it a chance, due to vacations. As soon as I'd returned I got to see her once, then she was off on holiday. I totally understood her need to see people when she returned too. I'm awfully confused.. I love her and I really really miss her..
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