lostsoulmate Posted August 31, 2009 Posted August 31, 2009 So, I left him in June, moved 11 hours away and began a new life. Sometimes I wonder, just to make it easier, should I go back to him? Or allow him to move here with me. Then I give myself a V8 slap. The reasons I left were valid then, and they are valid now. My own insecurity gets me every time. I will make it through this. The right thing is usually the hardest, I will see it through. I have to make a conscience and sub-conscience decision to do what is right and stick with it. It may not be right for him, but I am not his mother, nor do I have to take care of things for him anymore. Even though my feelings get in the way... I have to learn how to no longer second guess myself, that is self-destructive. It is also the main reason I decided that I have to leave. If you are in a relationship and continually second-guess yourself, then something is very wrong in the relationship (so I have learned). Just had to get this off my chest. Put it in writing so I can move on.... Thank you Love Shack....
Gunny376 Posted August 31, 2009 Posted August 31, 2009 Take this time to embrace yourself, to come to love yourself, to know yourself! Take this time to discover yourself, to understand yourself ~ devoid of another and anyone else! Take this time to come to put your demons of the past at rest! Take this time to find peace with yourself, and to find comfort with yourself. Take this time to find peace within yourself. Take this time to become YOU! To live Life to its top! To its fullest! To its fullest potential! That's your mission in Life! To learn, live, grow ~ and to give to others!
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