tryingtogetherback Posted August 31, 2009 Posted August 31, 2009 Not sure if this is the correct place for this. But I figured what the heck. Anyways. It's been about 2 months now since my ex and I broke up, and I'm feeling a little better. My days don't drag by as much, and I find myself smiling more. I even have gotten comments on looking happy or something. And for the first time in 2 months, I'm not having to make myself put on that mask. To the point now.. I have a friend whom I was pretty close to before the break up. But ever since the break up, it's like our friendship has changed. It's GREAT now. She is by far my best friend, and probably the best friend I have ever had. She is probably the only reason that I made it through the roughest parts of this break up, she kept me from falling into depression and not getting back out. But now I find myself dependent on her. I don't like going very long with out speaking to her. We work together, but I also work with her boyfriend. Her boyfriend and I are good friends. But not like we are. Nothing close. We tell each other we miss one another and love one another. And I truly do love her. She is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time. Now I still love my ex with all of my heart and want to be with HER. But I find myself developing these feelings for my new found friend. And her and her boyfriend are on the rocks and she is looking to me for comfort. I'm not sure what to do in the situation. She is several years older than I, and she has a daughter. Not that either of those things bother me, just stating. I just thought I'd share and maybe get some opinions from you guys. Anyone else ever been through something like this? Just a thought. But if you are going through a rough break-up, find someone that you can't help but smile around even when you are feeling your worst, and it will work wonders on you! Thanks everyone!
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