McKenzie Posted August 31, 2009 Posted August 31, 2009 I just pulled into my driveway and I'm sitting in my car crying, dreading to go into that empty house and face another long and lonely night. It is so hard to go on, to not call him and not email him. Tomorrow starts another work week and work days are somehow better than weekends. The nights are all horrible, though. I wish I could just sleep and dream he was beside me again and at least have that warm, light-hearted, happy feeling again in my dreams.
jerbear Posted August 31, 2009 Posted August 31, 2009 Hi McKenzie, You're doing fine, these emotions will move on. It is already getting better on weekends as you said. Continue doing what you are doing on the weekends and go out with friends.
GrayClouds Posted August 31, 2009 Posted August 31, 2009 Yes weekends suck. Too much time to think and feel. But that's ok because you have to let it out. It will get better.
Losing Faith Posted August 31, 2009 Posted August 31, 2009 My heart goes out to you McKenzie! I know that empty, lonely feeling all too well myself. Tomorrow will start a work week to keep you busy. I guess the irony in all this is... never thought you'd look forward to Monday's, Huh? Weekends are tough, but they will get better. Keep living and keep making plans, it will get easier. It's got to, right? Chin up honey. We will all be ok.
xpaperxcutx Posted August 31, 2009 Posted August 31, 2009 Despite how miserable you may feel, you still have work in the morning. At least the busy schedule of the next few days will keep your mind preoccupied. What is about your house that makes you feel lonely? Have you guys previously shared the residence? If that is the case, you can't expect to sell the house right away in order to forget him. If you feel too lonely, turn on your stereo ( if you have one) to one of the most upbeat song you have and put it on repeat. Get some scented candles around your house and lit them. Dance ridiculously around your living room ( since nobody's watching) and when you finally sit down, you'll be too out of breath to think about anything but lying down to sleep. Make yourself a bubble bath, and go to bed early. Repeat for the next three days and come back here for an update. I do hope you feel better.
moo Posted August 31, 2009 Posted August 31, 2009 Crafts, crafts, crafts really helped me. Also, consider tracing your roots. That is very time consuming. These two things will help you on the weekends. You may want to do what I did and combine the two: make a family scrapbook of your mom's side of the family, your father's side of the family or both.
Recommended Posts