huck Posted August 29, 2009 Posted August 29, 2009 Hey All.. Just thought id post this as a warning to those who are thinking of breaking NC in any form. Been 4 months very LC with my ex GF. we work together which makes things difficult avoiding each other. Anyway - On Thursday night I get a text out of the blue from her saying that we should maybe meet up for a drink soon to catch up on things etc.. Not sure why but i agreed.. Part of me wanted to show her how well I was doing since the break without her.. So I get another text asking if she can come over and have a chat. This was like 11 in the evening and she had obviously been drinking. I should of been strong but again for some reason I agreed (stupid i know).. She turns up looking absolutely stunning and we talk for a while and start joking around - just like old times. All those feelings I had for her came flooding back and we started making out on the sofa.. She initiated the making out and kept on saying how much she misses me, our cuddles, my family and being with me. She ended up sleeping over for the night. The next day I get an email from her saying it was great to meet up and it would be great if we can be FRIENDS... For some reason even though i know it would mess me up I was secretly hoping she would ask for another chance and give things a go.. So what did hooking up with my ex achieve - Nothing !!..Apart from proving im nowhere near over her and have probably been lying to myself and friends by saying different. She used me as an emotional outlet for her own needs that night and was probably checking up on me.. The past 4 months of me healing and moving on have been p*ssed up the wall in a moment of weakness.. Its all back to square one... Soo - be very careful about letting them back in... It really isnt worth your head being messed with and the pain and confusion that ensues..
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