EmperorR Posted August 28, 2009 Posted August 28, 2009 Time flies a whole year without jezebel in my life. Flashback to last year this time I was a wreck, basically a walking zombie, i could not eat barely sleep would spend mu day reading articles on how to get my ex back, thinking my scenario was special and different than the norm. * ** ***Every day I thought of her, I tried everything to get her out of my mjnd j threw out pictures, threw out gifts, deleted out of my life everything that reminded me of her. Still nothing worked. I was embarrased to tell my family the real reason, when I was the victim. For months in my mind I kicked myself for not going on the trip, blaming myself that if i was there my ex wouldn't open her legs and we would still be together. After finding loveshack I told my story over and over and over and over. Took peoples advice went no contact September 15, 2008 and haven't contacted my ex once since then. Prior to that I made all the countless mistakes poems, long letters sending old pictures I even met her one last time and she kissed me at the end ( last Time I saw her). * All I can say to anyone out their it does get better, I'm I 100% over my ex fiancé nope, am I clinging to hope? Nope. I still think of her every day but then it's shrugs all well that's life. People come people go, it sucks but we can't get everything we want. *My ex was a cheater, left me in debt embarrassed humilated mocked me at the end. But i don't hate her, *she will have to face her consequences one day. * I'll probaby never hear from mh ex again I've moved miles away, changed my number and I'm not on any networking sites but shrugs. *There is no more pain, sadness. I finally told my family the real reason why we broke up something I wish I did earlier as it fel like a heavy burden was lifted. I know alot of people post here, get better and then leave. I've continued though and I will continue and help where I can. Sorry for the long thread lol, just keep your head up I've lost my ex fiancé my best friend who like a idiot I rebounded with after my ex fiancé, so it's been a dummy whammy but I got through it and so can you.
Nedved Posted August 28, 2009 Posted August 28, 2009 Good for you EmperorR. I'm delighted to hear your getting on with your life and i to hope to be in your position in one years time. From reading your posts i find i can relate to your story as mine is quite similar. I to was left in debt by a lier and a cheater. She's not the person i thought she was and it took 4 years to find that out. But 3 and a half months down i'm getting better even though i do i have dark days. I think we're better off without people like that in our lives and i hope you meet somebody special EmperoR and put all this behind you. glad to hear your gonna stick around and help others to.
Crazy.S Posted August 29, 2009 Posted August 29, 2009 I'm glad to hear that everything is going well. It's been well over a year for me too and it definitely gets better. This site has helped me through the whole thing and NC is godly. I know I was skeptical about it in the beginning. Trust me that time will take away your problems.
Viscerality Posted August 29, 2009 Posted August 29, 2009 Hey man, glad to hear it!!! You posted in my old thread, thanks for that. I'm nearing a year myself and am so much happier. Time is an incredible thing.
Ruby Slippers Posted August 30, 2009 Posted August 30, 2009 I am glad you have healed! That's wonderful. I'm coming up on a year, too, and I am over him. In fact, now I wonder what I ever saw in him. Rather than turning it over in my mind and wondering what went wrong, I am looking forward to the future again.
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