Turambar Posted August 27, 2009 Posted August 27, 2009 Hallo! Actually, I don't know where exactly to start, though by the thread title alone you may have already figured out what's this topic about. Many of you at a certain time must have built up a not altogether pleasant impression of someone, but on the other hand, there are some "signs" which contradict these ill-omened prospects. This situation that leaves you in an infernal doubt about what someone really are.. Please, permit me to skip the traditional introduction and get straight to the matter. You'll know me fully if there will be need of it.Tons of incidents are not easy to arrange into phrases or paragraphs, so forgive me if it looks like obscure or ambiguous anyhow. Now I can say that there's a woman assigned by Fate to be either my bliss or my curse. Presently, we're not together because after the third break-up we found ourselves separated by a gulf of mutual resentment. But I'm perceiving that my fondness, my longing for her far outweigh all misunderstadings and quarrels which set in between us. People say that friends on these times use to show themselves quite helpful and supportive, but something went wrong with me at this point: Neither I have been desiring their presence nor they seem in the least willing to bring me some confort, actually they seem very busy and concerned with their professional careers. That's why I eventually came here. I love this woman with all my heart, and so I told her many times, and trough numberless sacrifices I proved that it definitely was not one empty set phrase of a womanizer. Myself, she's been treating politely, though in a completely indifferent fashion. And I dread the tought that all that happened between us was only an amorous adventure to her, or being not so that she's really given it up. But this is what I take from her attitude. Her words are generally otherwise when I try and talk to her. Unfortunately these talks have been very few lately since she herself does not come up to me. You see, because I'm don't know what's going on in her mind, I'm forced to rely only on my senses... and what they say to me...well..I'm going mad..I really, really, wish I'm mistaken.
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