robbie1 Posted August 27, 2009 Posted August 27, 2009 I've been with my LDR gf for 8 months, almost 9. We seen each other a total of 4 times. Once in Feburary, May, June, and August. She stayed with me for 2.5 weeks in June so that was amazing and I just got back from staying with her for a week in August. We met through my cousin. Everything has been great until this past Monday. I never worried about her leaving me or anything but for some reason I just started worrying. She's had experience with LDRs before with two other guys. One was with a guy for 8 months without meeting him and she was crazy over him until he cheated on her. I had a break down and I said that I was worried about her leaving me. She said that she loves me more than anything and that she's been upset. She couldn't deal with me right now because she was falling apart too due to issues with her health. Anyways, she decided to stay on the phone with me and calm me down which she did. She ended up singing for me because she knows I like it when she sings. She also added that she loves me more than anything because of something extremely sweet I did. Wednesday, we barely talked because she had to go to a campground and did not have any service. So we didnt talk all day, she ended up calling me at 12 p.m. to tell me she's home and wanted to talk. Well, we rarely talked its more of just like "I love you" "Baby" etc.... Today, she called me to tell me she is going to be moving her stuff into her new apartment. I was out of it so I guess I sounded blah. I sent her a text saying I love you. I didn't get a response back. I'm freaking out about it, wondering if she's bored of me. Idk, my insecurity is coming from the fact that she hasnt left me sweet msgs on AIM like she used too or mentioned me coming to see her again in Oct. And, its like she's been teasing me a lot lately. Like, if I ask did she miss me she just says "Eh..." and says I'm just picking on you. Wow, I know I sound incredibly stupid. But, I just need to discuss this with someone because I feel really sick.
Author robbie1 Posted August 27, 2009 Author Posted August 27, 2009 The sweet thing I mentioned is that I got her some mace cause she will be walking alone at nights now. I told her its to protect yourself when I"m not around but she said I could get someone to protect me but I dont think you would like that so lets stick with the mace. Idk that bothered me too. One last thing, she has severe anxiety so she has trouble landing jobs due to a liability. I've been very supportive of her with this but Monday night she said something that really irked me. She was talking about how she has to get this taken care of or she'll land on disablity and never be able to leave her parents house. What guy will want a girl on disability. I was thinking to myself uh Hello, me, I am still here for you.
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