broken_promises Posted August 27, 2009 Posted August 27, 2009 Today was tough for me. I am starting grad school next week and today was orientation. My ex was with me through the last three years while I completed my undergrad degree. As excited as I am to start this new chapter, meet new people, and such, it was SO hard to come home tonight and not want to talk to him about my day. I'm so used to leaning on him through both good and bad parts of college. He was (usually) so completely supportive and he was such a major association for me with going through school. It is just so weird not to have that now. I know I'll get used to it soon enough... it has just been a tough night and I am having to fight the urge to call him and tell him about it. Obviously, I don't want to do that... it has been two months of NC and, in contrast to the nice things I said above, he also contributed IMMENSELY to school related stress and disappointment many times over the course of our relationship. I guess I just needed to write this here to avoid the urge to call or email him.
Losing Faith Posted August 27, 2009 Posted August 27, 2009 It'll get better and become easier. Your going to be ok! Your begining a new chapter in your live, Grad school. Look ahead to the new opportunites that lay ahead of you and the wonderful new people that will come into your life. Be strong... you can do this!
RouRou Posted August 27, 2009 Posted August 27, 2009 Today was tough for me. I am starting grad school next week and today was orientation. My ex was with me through the last three years while I completed my undergrad degree. As excited as I am to start this new chapter, meet new people, and such, it was SO hard to come home tonight and not want to talk to him about my day. I'm so used to leaning on him through both good and bad parts of college. He was (usually) so completely supportive and he was such a major association for me with going through school. It is just so weird not to have that now. I know I'll get used to it soon enough... it has just been a tough night and I am having to fight the urge to call him and tell him about it. Obviously, I don't want to do that... it has been two months of NC and, in contrast to the nice things I said above, he also contributed IMMENSELY to school related stress and disappointment many times over the course of our relationship. I guess I just needed to write this here to avoid the urge to call or email him. Awww, I felt for you reading this. Im currently going thru a break up with the dude im living with. I'm trying to keep my distance and not talk to him, just focus on me until I can move out but its so hard.
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