CailinPig Posted August 23, 2009 Posted August 23, 2009 well ye can read my back story if anyones interested, but basically i was with a guy who broke up with me after 3and a half years, got with someone else, i bugged him like a loony bin after, he cheated on his new gf with me and then admitted it to her. then they lasted 4months after that before they both called it quits. That was January and he's been telling me he loves me ever since and that beong with her was a mistake which is why he cheated. besides that, theres this other man i like who likes me back but who was giving me completely the wrong signs. He was basicallty tellng me he wanted to be with me, but I then found out he's had a gf for the last 7 years. After all this, I find myself jaded. Not with men. I still think they're great. But rather, my spirit has been broken. I find now that I'm addicted to the attention of the man I like. And of course, he has a gf so I'm not going there. So I wonder when will be the next time I'll find someone who's single and who likes me as much as I like them. I wait for that day. Til then, although I'm over the horrific breakup I had last year, I'm merely passing the time by. I long to feel that spark again. I feel lost due to other circumstances in my life and I miss that excitement. I'm 25 and only had one relationship cos I was always too scared when I had opportunities when I was younger. I feel I've missed out.
001bh Posted August 24, 2009 Posted August 24, 2009 Yeah it's tough out there. I know how you feel. That's what we're here for, to help you get through all this
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