Odyssey Posted August 20, 2009 Share Posted August 20, 2009 I just came out of a job interview earlier and was walking through town to grab a snack, then my ex bumped into me! She said "Hi" and i was kinda surprised so i said "Hey" and proceeded to walk on by. But she carried on walking next to me and carried on talking. She asked, "How's things?" i kept it brief and said, ..."ok". "Do you wanna get a bite to eat?" ...*i lie* "I'm not hungry". "Why didn't you call me"? ...*WTF?* "Well, you broke up with me & i'm moving on".... Anyway the awkward conversation continued until i got to my car. But she said she'd missed me and wanted to know if i was alright. She broke off with that abusive bf and is single again. She asked if we could hang out like before but as friends and i said, i don't think so and then drove off. Driving back home, i felt upset and kinda glad to see her at the same time. Why didn't she apologise if she wanted at 2nd chance? Damn i just don't really know what she wants? I don't know what i want now. Uhhh! I've been doing really well until today! I'm in panic mode now, with all kinds of thoughts floating around my head. Should i call her? It feels like the right thing to do. Dammit! i don't need this pain again. I need some clarity, what do you think? Please help. Link to post Share on other sites
Lyssa Posted August 20, 2009 Share Posted August 20, 2009 I need some clarity, what do you think? Please help. Oh I hate that. "Just wanted to see how you're doing" crap. Please don't call. Like you said, you're panicking and when that settles - you'll realise that she isn't worth it. Link to post Share on other sites
Author Odyssey Posted August 20, 2009 Author Share Posted August 20, 2009 Does she really want a 2nd chance? With no apology on her part?! oh crap...the phone is ringing again (3rd time now)... i feel like picking it up though because sh. [hold on be back] Link to post Share on other sites
Lyssa Posted August 20, 2009 Share Posted August 20, 2009 Does she really want a 2nd chance? With no apology on her part?! oh crap...the phone is ringing again (3rd time now)... i feel like picking it up though because sh. [hold on be back] You answered the call, didn't you?? Link to post Share on other sites
Author Odyssey Posted August 20, 2009 Author Share Posted August 20, 2009 I didn't pick it up. She left a txt, "Please call me, just want to talk about today". Link to post Share on other sites
Author Odyssey Posted August 20, 2009 Author Share Posted August 20, 2009 It's pretty clear i haven't moved on because i wouldn't be feeling like an emotional wreck if i did. If i take her back though, all this pain will be over in a flash! Damn, this is tough. Link to post Share on other sites
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