Odyssey Posted August 20, 2009 Posted August 20, 2009 I just came out of a job interview earlier and was walking through town to grab a snack, then my ex bumped into me! She said "Hi" and i was kinda surprised so i said "Hey" and proceeded to walk on by. But she carried on walking next to me and carried on talking. She asked, "How's things?" i kept it brief and said, ..."ok". "Do you wanna get a bite to eat?" ...*i lie* "I'm not hungry". "Why didn't you call me"? ...*WTF?* "Well, you broke up with me & i'm moving on".... Anyway the awkward conversation continued until i got to my car. But she said she'd missed me and wanted to know if i was alright. She broke off with that abusive bf and is single again. She asked if we could hang out like before but as friends and i said, i don't think so and then drove off. Driving back home, i felt upset and kinda glad to see her at the same time. Why didn't she apologise if she wanted at 2nd chance? Damn i just don't really know what she wants? I don't know what i want now. Uhhh! I've been doing really well until today! I'm in panic mode now, with all kinds of thoughts floating around my head. Should i call her? It feels like the right thing to do. Dammit! i don't need this pain again. I need some clarity, what do you think? Please help.
Lyssa Posted August 20, 2009 Posted August 20, 2009 I need some clarity, what do you think? Please help. Oh I hate that. "Just wanted to see how you're doing" crap. Please don't call. Like you said, you're panicking and when that settles - you'll realise that she isn't worth it.
Author Odyssey Posted August 20, 2009 Author Posted August 20, 2009 Does she really want a 2nd chance? With no apology on her part?! oh crap...the phone is ringing again (3rd time now)... i feel like picking it up though because sh. [hold on be back]
Lyssa Posted August 20, 2009 Posted August 20, 2009 Does she really want a 2nd chance? With no apology on her part?! oh crap...the phone is ringing again (3rd time now)... i feel like picking it up though because sh. [hold on be back] You answered the call, didn't you??
Author Odyssey Posted August 20, 2009 Author Posted August 20, 2009 I didn't pick it up. She left a txt, "Please call me, just want to talk about today".
Author Odyssey Posted August 20, 2009 Author Posted August 20, 2009 It's pretty clear i haven't moved on because i wouldn't be feeling like an emotional wreck if i did. If i take her back though, all this pain will be over in a flash! Damn, this is tough.
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