Diana, I'm Sorry...

[Angelo_28]

I wanted to send this to her today...I miss her so much...

 

 

Diana,

 

I'm a fool for what I've said

I'd rather of shot myself instead

We have true love me & you

Yet I've been behaving like a fool

Do I deserve a second chance

Shall you grant me such romance

I made you cry and caused you pain

But your love is not felt in vain

I love you with my every breath

I'll miss you till my death

For without you I'm just a void

Filled with empty darkness I cannot avoid

Then it will be dark, grim and cold

And one day I'll die grey and old

When I do I'll be alone

Without you to love and hold

Until then, my heart will grow lonely with each passing day

And with this pain inside me I shall pay

Pay for all the times I've made you mad

And for the times I've made you sad

I have tried to bring you happiness

But I've failed and brought you madness

I'm trying to change things about me

The ways in which I act and how I can be

These things which you've shown me

Without you, I never would of seen

But change requires time

And patience down the line

It's not uncommon to lose track

When one is changing this and that

I'm trying to better myself for you

I hope one day you'll see this is true

So I'm here with my heart in my hand

Promising to love you as much as I can

To change and become a better man

At your side forever I shall stand

I love you with all my heart and soul

With you I wish to grow old

So that one day our story will be told

And the warmth of our love shall never go cold

Diana, I love you just because I do

Because now

In the deepest place in my heart

Where nothing once lived

Lies the greatest love I've ever known

And the willingness to give

The willingness to change

And most of all, the willingness to live

I'll love you with every night

And for all of my days

With every beat of my heart

FOREVER...and for always

So the end of this story

Only love knows

So lets let love decide

How far our love goes

I can only hope you know

Just how deeply and true

When I gaze into your eyes and I say to you

Diana...I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

 

...I'm sorry...

 

-Angelo

[silic0ntoad]

Dude, you need a break up buddy. When you want to send something to her, send it to them. When you want to call her, call them. But you gotta do something else.

[Angelo_28]

I know...its just so hard man! I love her so dam much!...

[silic0ntoad]

Look man, you need a break up buddy. I don't care, shi* I'll give you my phone number. But you need to stop writing endless poems and start to move on.

[greenparrot]

angelo, you have a talent for poems dude.

if it helps writing them out, do it.. but dont send them, its for the best.

 

You love her alot, but would you consider living a lie with her? She isnt the one, youll find better.

[moo]

I think the poems are good because it helps you get all of your emotions out. I think it is good that you keep writing, but sooner or later, you have to start moving on. I look at your poems of a way of journaling your emotions. I think it's good to keep writing, but you also have to do other things to help you heal. Maybe after a while instead of directing your poems to her, you can direct them to your self and right about how it will be different next time when you are with someone else.

 

Good luck.

[Adri Ana]

Angelo , having read all your posts

[well,they are so intense,I just could not avoid reading them]

I MUST Say you ,

You Have To Tell her all you are writing here on loveshack.org .

 

Once she sees all , she surely will be back to you ,

your Diana that left you on July 15th [?] ,

as women are having softer hearts than men , u know,

but how much trust she may have in your words

so easily flowing from your hands typing ,Angelo,

this is already that she would see afterwards ..

even I am interested if she appears to be silly or smart in the long run

of something called Love Life ..

[Artu]

I understand how hard it is to miss .

 

Eeeeeeeh....

 

after 14th of July *as I noticed* (did I notice the date properly???)

you are missing her

 

Poor you ..

 

Hold your self . Diana cara carisima or carrisima or how is it in Italian ,I do not know ,

will come to you as your words would melt even men`s hearts .... you are very skillfull in poetry .

You practice .. you are really good as a writer .

[Tarantula]

Angelo, do not shoot yourself instead as you declare in your poem ;

 

world loses then the greatest writer ever .

 

Better shoot away from there where Diana lives,

let her live her own life ,

let her go and be happy on herself .

 

You are a writer ,

go on writing

and

earn money by so much pathetism .

 

 

Middle aged women ... ? No .

 

Most likely either teenagers or a bit elder aged ones will

probably believe all you write is Truth .

 

 

Best of luck !

 

To Diana I wish .

[Adri Ana]

If she does not put her "Angelo" in her heart deep,

then she has a LUCK .

 

I wish her same as I wish my self ,

means the strongest best to oneself and to **** the rest .

 

Ooops.

 

 

f*ck,I meant .

[Adri Ana]

Diana ,I am sorry .

[Unspoken]

Hey angleo, I know it is so hard to lose someone like her, and I know it is killing you deep inside, I read your whole story, and I just wanna tell you to try forget about her, and move on, I know it is hard to do so, but man think of your self for second, you need to take a REAL break, have some fun, go travel anywhere, just make yourself busy as much as you can.

 

 

 

 

dude I hope you get over her soon, and we are all here for you,

 

 

take care

[Angelo_28]

I thank you all so very much

It's just so hard to live as such

I miss her dearly with all my heart

How can one live like this apart

I know that she still cares

Yet she leaves me with despare

I just wish I knew what to do

To show her that I'm true

All of you have said

To put my thoughts to bed

To be strong

And to move on

Yet the pain sings it's song

I don't want to let go

I'm in love with her so

And if there is one thing I know

Is to never give up hope

Maybe I'm a fool

So hit me with a stool

The pain would be far less

Than my heart's uttered mess

How can any saine man

Follow the general plan

To let go and walk away

Without a fight or a thing to say

She is my life

My would be wife

My best friend and lover

My angel and my flower

I feel like nothing wihtout her

Empty and without power

Just let me crawl in a dark corner

And let my heart get colder

I can't live without my baby

Oh God please just come and take me!

[Angelo_28]

If she does not put her "Angelo" in her heart deep,

then she has a LUCK .

 

I wish her same as I wish my self ,

means the strongest best to oneself and to **** the rest .

 

Ooops.

 

 

f*ck,I meant .

 

What do you mean? I don't understand.

[Angelo_28]

Hello Everyone,

No Contact is not working for me...I still think about her constantly. I still wonder about her, I can still feel her in me. I try not to think about her and make myself believe she was not for me...but why hasn't my feeling for her went down even a little bit? This is so rediculous, how do we move on from this pain? I still haven't seen her since that dreadful phone call from her saying its over...I tried everything to prove my worth to her...short of ringing her door bell and facing her. Maybe I'm having trouble letting go because of the way it ended...facing her might bring closure faster. If I can see in her eyes that she really doesn't want me anymore and does not love me as she did before...I'll be better able to move on. Because now, I keep wondering why all the time. I keep wondering if she still loves me, and she once admitted to me that she wouldn't see me because it would be too hard to let me go. I strongly believe she's confused as I am. Maybe facing her would put her feelings into perspective and we could really have a heart to heart. What do you people think?...cause NC is just not doing it for me and I believe her either.

[GrayClouds]

Hello Everyone,

No Contact is not working for me... Maybe facing her would put her feelings into perspective and we could really have a heart to heart. What do you people think?...cause NC is just not doing it for me and I believe her either.

 

No Contact does not cure you from your pain, it allows you space to recover, keeps you from repeated injury, and allow you some dignity. If she really wanted to see you she would, your in denial.

 

Every time you write one of these does it make you feel better or worst? I suggest if your into poems write one to yourself, remind yourself why your a great guy, the things you like to do, friends and family any thing but about her. Your picking at your scab.

 

Good Luck

[Angelo_28]

Denial...I don't think so. I know this women well, uncertainty is her middle name. Her parents don't do a thing to help her apart from holding her back from her true potential. I mean, my ex has a degree in psychology and her mother insist that she should go into cooking school or become a secretary everything my ex comes to her for comfort from her uncertainties. She was raise in a closed box from the world. So yes, in normal circumstances I would just let go and move on...but this is different. She loves me still and she told me...but she's torn between what her parents want and what she wants...that's why she admitted to me that she won't see me...because her parents won't allow her to be with me and if she see's me, she'll want to make-up and she can't deal with the stress of what that would bring right now. I understand her, her sister went through the same thing with her boyfriend...and he warned me about this. I guess I should of played my cards a little better. Th only way I can reach her to listen to her heart...would be to just show up randomly and face her right then and there...problem is, figuring out when the right time would be....