gypsi Posted August 17, 2009 Posted August 17, 2009 All of the sudden my extreme sadness has turned to anger, now i am mostly angry at myself for being such a prick in the past i cant understand what was going thru my mind at the time. But now i am so angry at her for stringing me along with false hope for so long afeter i realy made a GENUINE effort to improve myself gave her countless apogoligies from the bottom of my heart while she was actually enjoying watching me suffer! For her just turning cold over night and cutting me out of her life just like that, for her making me feel like i am a psycotic loser, for her telling me it was never love! For her not wanting to see me ONCE while she knew i had noone in this forgein country! I NEVER want to see her again EVER. The happiness we shared is nothing compared to how low, miserable and depressed i feel now i actually hate myself and feel like no one will ever love me for me! I am done with her and all of my fake friends who didnt give a **** about me going thu hell. Okay thats its. Im done.
steelfist9 Posted August 17, 2009 Posted August 17, 2009 Excercise is good, too, to relieve the anger. Good luck.
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