dlynch343 Posted August 17, 2009 Posted August 17, 2009 Heya, im new here but ive been reading about and you guys and girls post some good advice so i thought i would post up my situation. Ive been with my girlfriend for 4 and half years. She was my first love, i was her first love. We both met in school, and have been together ever since. We met when we were just 11 years old and were currently 16. As a couple we've had are ups and downs like every couple go through. We've broke up many times b4, but only lasting a couple of days at time. We have got through everything and sometimes its been hard but we always pull through. The main problem in the relationship is me. I am very controlling, very paranoid and quite obsessive and this is always the cause for her to break up with me as she says she cant cope with me. On Saturday we broke up once again. My fault once again. She said to me this was the last chance, and that she hated me and never wanted to see me again. Later on Saturday night after leaving her house a few hours ago she rang me up. We chated for an hour or so. She explained that this was it this time. She said she hated me and said she would never wanna see me again. As you could guess, i was very upset. The NC rule had come into place. I stupdily on Sunday morning sent her texts and rang her. yet no response. Then being me, i knew she was working down my town. So i went down to see her. When i got to her work, i sat in the cafe that is on the same floor. She saw me and walks over and asks me why am i here. I just said im here because i want to be (yes very silly). She walks off and comes back. and says she got a 15 min break. So she takes it and we go down the street to the beach and we begin to talk.. even though she said she wouldnt. I ask her, do u hate me. and she says no.. she says she is just confussed and hates the way i am. She says i dont understand how i can be lovely and loving and a dick somedays. I have to admit i do have a problem. I say to her that i will change.. and she wants that. She says she wonts us to work but not with the way i am. After talking, i walk her back up to work and she says come in. I go up to the floor where she works and say goodbye and she says "dont go." im bored. So i dont go, and we begin to chat in the corner of the floor... she sayd to be i **** up her mind coz she says she truely loves me so much... After awhile her boss comes and i have to go b4 she gets in any bother with her. B4 i go she says that she wants a break.. and i say find. I ask her if she will come back to me and she says "proberly". She says NC is in place and she says that she will contact me when she is ready.. do i take that as a good sign or a bad one? I say bye and she looks sad and upset... GOD im soo confussed. Does that mean shes loves me and wants me to change for her, or is this it? We have been through so much with her.. i cant bear to loose her.
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