katty774 Posted August 16, 2009 Posted August 16, 2009 It's weird how our hearts hurt and heal and hurt and heal.... I posted earlier about the ex that left with no explanation and obviously got back with his ex. Here is what is weird, when I started seeing him I was trying so hard to get over another guy. I was so into this other guy and I couldn't stop thinking about him. I got involved in this rs and still thought about the ex. Well now new love has went back to ex and the weird/sad thing is a lot of bad things have happened to me lately. Today I lost a dear friend. I have also been sitting with my very very sick 8 week old nephew at the hospital. It is a time when someone that actually cared about me would be around. THis is the weird thing I miss my ex and still can't believe he hasnt contacted me but the ex I was trying to get over is now calling me and texting me to check on me. He has been so sweet, he called today when he found out about my friend dying and said I'm here for you, just call me. I'm really sad and lonely tonight and just needed to post. Sorry if this is rambling and confusing but that seems to be how my life is right now.
greenparrot Posted August 16, 2009 Posted August 16, 2009 katty, sorry you feel that way. Looks like your recent ex is a jerk... But the older one seems like a grade a guy. Do you still love him? If so, its best that your not with your recent bf, it best for both of you even if it hurts. I know right now things seem tough, I feel the same. My ex is with someone else, and our friend in common (and trully my only friend) is in another city healing from a tough car accident. Like my mom always says: this too will pass. Hang in there, from here on it can just get better.
Author katty774 Posted August 16, 2009 Author Posted August 16, 2009 Thanks everyone, I know I need to concentrate on my nephew. At this moment I am watching him and his mom get some much needed sleep. I just don't want to think too much into the older ex being around and sweet. He is just that kind of guy. I still care ALOT about him. We have remained friends. I just don't want to start missing and wanting him back.
GrayClouds Posted August 16, 2009 Posted August 16, 2009 yes it sounds like you really never gave yourself the chance to get over him. when things get emotional that when those feeling sneak back in. be kind to yourself
angelface78 Posted August 16, 2009 Posted August 16, 2009 My prayers are with your lil nephew...I hope he is well
moo Posted August 16, 2009 Posted August 16, 2009 I'm so sorry you are going through so much. I will say a prayer for your nephew.
Author katty774 Posted August 16, 2009 Author Posted August 16, 2009 Thank you for all your kind words and prayers. I feel so many different emotions right now, grief, sadness, etc. It's weird and selfish on my part to be going thru so much and still be thinking about my ex. I just keep thinking how he was there when my nephew was born, he was so involved with my family that they had literally adopted him in. They were all crazy about him. Now here we are wondering if our little man is going to make it or not and we don't even get a call of concern. Yes he did text when Dalton first went into the hospital with a simple text that said Whats wrong with the baby, please let me know. I decided to put my hurt feelings aside and text him back because Daltons condition was really bad. That was all he did, one lousy text to ask and nothing else. Granted he is supposedly off on a big hunting trip 1000s of miles away but still a simple text of sorry or I will be praying for him would have been nice. I should not even concern myself with why he is such a selfish pig. It's just so not the person I thought I knew. Thanks to all of you wonderful people on this forum, I think you are all awesome.
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