TheMighty99 Posted August 13, 2009 Posted August 13, 2009 I've posted my story on here before. Basically, long story cut short, i went out with a girl for about a year and a half. She dumped me and said she didn't have any feelings for me anymore. We spent a month apart with on and off contact. She slept with loads of other blokes straight after we broke up. which hurt. I wanted to get back together, she said no but eventually said yes........for one day. Then the next day she said she didn't have any feelings for me....grrrr, used!!!! I cried and cried and cried. Last sunday i got pretty drunk and for some stupid reason i ended up txtin her sayin i don't want her to ever txt me again and that she's hurt me and that i hate her for what she's done. Man, that was dumb! Pretty stupid. She is the love of my life and i cannot live without. I'm madly in love with her, but she doesn't love me. She didn't txt back and we havn't spoke since. I was on facebook earlier, and a friend suggestion popped up. Guess who it was lol. That got me angry. I dunno why but it just did. I keep getting the urge to search her and look at her profile. *sigh* I just feel guilty about telling her i hate her for what she's done and that i never want her to txt me again. She wants to be friends. But she really did treat me like an idiot. She told me she had feelings for me, then the next day she dumped me and told me she didn't! What do i do? Do i break NC and txt her? The problem i have with that is that if i txt her, i will probably get upset and everything. Hmmm. Advice please.
utterer of lies Posted August 13, 2009 Posted August 13, 2009 Last sunday i got pretty drunk and for some stupid reason i ended up txtin her sayin i don't want her to ever txt me again and that she's hurt me and that i hate her for what she's done. Man, that was dumb! Pretty stupid. No, that was actually a good thing, because it facilitates no contact. Now keep NC.
Author TheMighty99 Posted August 13, 2009 Author Posted August 13, 2009 My feelings are so weird at the moment. I really do get severe urges to look at her profile pic on facebook. I also get the urge to just txt her and say 'wot u up to?'. For another strange reason i'm praying she will txt me. Arrghhh i have no idea why, but i just do. But in all honestly, there's just no way she will. I really am going to keep this going. It friggin' hurts! but i'm going to try!
Author TheMighty99 Posted August 14, 2009 Author Posted August 14, 2009 So, do you think it's wise not to txt her then? Is it a bad idea to txt her? I just feel a little guilty for sayin that. :/
utterer of lies Posted August 14, 2009 Posted August 14, 2009 So, do you think it's wise not to txt her then? Is it a bad idea to txt her? I just feel a little guilty for sayin that. :/ Do not contact her!
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