satman80 Posted August 4, 2009 Posted August 4, 2009 For a while I was in a long relationship with another, I broke up with her I found I just was not into her what so ever. The girl I am interested in is a little younger by 7 years. While I was with the other girl this girl would always ask why are you with her you always seem not happy, this current girl I am after I have always had a thing for her smile, her hair, personality, everything fits, everything I look for in a woman, why it took me so long to figure this out I do not know, anyway she is back from the service for good. I cannot get her off my mind. I find her so perfect its not even funny! we always will look at eachother and smile I try not to let her know I am staring at her but I find when I do she looks at me I look away, then out of the corner of my eye I will find her looking at me. When I see her I jump for joy its like I cannot get her off my mind one bit. She has never said she doesnt want to be in relation with anyone. Well last week on a fri she and I stayed up till 4 in the morning, all the good signs were there she would sit nier me offer me to sit nier her she put her hair down for me she knows I love her hair down, she was playing with her hair a bit, somewhat always trying to touch me, even asked if i could rub her back. I did untill my hand was shaking. I never wanted to let go. I had had a bad day that day and she said see not so bad you got to see me somewhat naked with a smile.. she sat up and we always were making eye contact toward the end of the night. She said about 3 times you should just stay, well I kind of had to get home for work the next day. as the night went on we were growing more and more fond I believe because at one point I actually thought either she was going to kiss me or she wanted me to, come to find out the next day she said to her BF OMG I almost kissed him. Well she told her I guess you do like him and you let your gaurd down. I guess she changed the subject. I do not know what to do. more and more, she smiles when she sees me she will peurposly play fight with a boy/friend infront of me but he has always been a friend. She did get hurt next day I saw her she hit her head, she left the living room where I was at and walked into another bedroom to lay down, after a bit I did walk in asked her if she needed anything said I was going to get going, I asked what she was watching she moved pillows and I sat there she layed and moved little closer to me a few times again I sat there like an idiot, but I did rub her arm, asked her if she needed anything and I asked her 2 times for a cloth for her head... I saw her yesterday she was full of joy and smiled at me allot. even helped me with previous date I did not enjoy and stated how I should fix it and what she said was tell her you have known someone for a long time and would like to try a relationship with her". I said great idea, but that is the whole truth I do not want to date someone else knowing I should be with her. She also went someplace today and said you should come and make excuse not to go to work well here I am at work I had no choice. I also in this time have been buying her small things she needs but didnt have money for she keeps saying I owe you and I say yo owe me nothing money is money, you happy makes me happy, I have also told her how good she looks.... But here is the fall back, last releasionship she had the guy passed away as she went to go meet him at end of street ouch this was long time ago. she also as I always use the term date 1 month prior to the above, she said sorry I cannot, I said to her I did not mean date you in that manner I ment get together and hang out. she said o sorry. but month later all the above takes place? what do I do, I do not want to let her go one bit I need to know for sure if this could become something. Please help if I posted in wrong section I am sorry.
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