Sbrizio Posted August 4, 2009 Posted August 4, 2009 ....3 days ago i accidentally crossed her. We live in a 2+ millions people town. It was a complete coincidence. I couldn't resist and we talked. I'm not going into the details...nothing mean or hurtful was exchanged, on the contrary, it was even sweet. Today i feel like s**t. I was in NC since 1month (or plus) and i was not going so good. But today it's like hell. I can't function properly, i'm on the verge of crying, i sweat cold, my stomach is closed, i have crazy ideas of calling her and telling her how much i love her. I'm going crazy.... i already talked to some friends, i make a breif tour, nothing works. I'm at work but i can't seem to concentrate on nothing. I read on LS, but i find it depressive...everything i try seems already experimented and useless...this is horrible!
Beardy Posted August 4, 2009 Posted August 4, 2009 I live in a tiny little city in the UK and we have so many mutual friends, I've just had to come to terms with the idea of my EX turning up now and again (like she did last Saturday). You might have just been very unlucky given the size of where you live, or this might just become part of your social routine. For me it stung like hell on Saturday, but the next day, I felt really proud of myself. I didn't give her too much attention, I flirted with other women in front of her etc. Of course, much of this is a front and facade on my part still, but the weird thing is, the more of a brave face you put on in front of other people (and especially in front of your EX), the more you'll believe it and feel it. No matter how bad it feels, I just keep reminding myself that there are so many other people going through this and they all survive. You will too mate, must hang in there!
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