Odetta Dean Posted August 3, 2009 Posted August 3, 2009 Why is it that, in the dead of night you want that someone back that is so familiar that feels like home.... regardless of wether they've treated bad or... worse back? Nights like this are the hardest. Nights like this, is when i send him emails apologizing for all the horrible things that i've said.. He keeps asking for me back but i just do everything in my power to push him away. ~ Right now i just want to be in his arms.
Author Odetta Dean Posted August 3, 2009 Author Posted August 3, 2009 aww heck it was stopid to come here in the first place. THe net sucks just as much as real life. Nothing is good anymore. Never has been.
t0ri Posted August 3, 2009 Posted August 3, 2009 Because that is when loneliness creeps in - when you're not busy doing things and your mind has a chance to think about and miss the familiarity and comfort of someone, regardless of how they treated you. I'm right there with ya! Lonely tonight and missing my ex when I shouldn't be... "The silence scares me cuz it screams the truth." Why is he asking for you back, but you don't want him, yet miss him?
BW007 Posted August 4, 2009 Posted August 4, 2009 I want my girl back so bad I can't stand it, but she was such a butthead at the end of our relationship that this emotion is downright inappropriate. But god, she was part of me, I let her in and I never wanted to lose her. It hits so hard sometimes I can't stand it. I still want her. Physically, emotionally, friendship-wise, but it aint changing. This shiat is hard.
utterer of lies Posted August 4, 2009 Posted August 4, 2009 aww heck it was stopid to come here in the first place. THe net sucks just as much as real life. Nothing is good anymore. Never has been. I like your sunny outlook on life. You seem like a great person to be around.
brock9911 Posted August 4, 2009 Posted August 4, 2009 Unfortunately your circumstance is scarily similar to everyone elses on here, thats why your here in the first place. last night was the first night iv tried to sleep with out taking something. without going out with buddies and grabbing a few drinks, or taking sleeping medication (insomnia). i hate relying on things to sleep. but last night after 3 hours of running and working out i thought i could sleep. and that this will be my rebuilding process. i laid down about 830 - 9. i couldnt fall asleep i tossed and turned and thought of my ex. the emptyness next to you. noone there to be with you or for you to hold. it sucks. needless to say i didnt get any sleep last night. oh well, eventually my body will shutdown and ill pass out because of exhaustion.
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