CarrieT Posted August 2, 2009 Posted August 2, 2009 Just having a bad morning and if I get it all out, perhaps it won't hurt as much. Several months ago, I sent a FedEx and it was mistakingly charged to the account that my Ex and I had together. It was an honest mistake because our old company info was cached in my computer. When brought to my attention, I offered to reimburse him for the charge. His response, however, was that his account has been shut down and he wants me to fix it. This means that he didn't notice the charge for months and months, so they closed his account and he's blaming me for it. So he's pissed because I won't help him re-open his FedEx account. But then -- on an entirely different front -- some old wounds from high school reared their ugly head. A friend-of-a-friend contacted me through Facebook. And on it, I realized that there existed the man who raped me in high school (a teacher) and that he is friends with all of the high school friends I had once had. It is no biggie that I am connected with these high school classmates, but I didn't need to see the picture of my rapist after all these years (heck, 28 years ago!). I'm just feeling overwhelmed with my abject loneliness and continuing to-do list and those feelings that I will never find that special someone to grow old with. Or -- heck, at this point -- have meaningful sex with...
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