lovesparis Posted July 30, 2009 Posted July 30, 2009 quick summary: it's been 2 years. i love him still, and want the best for him and his happiness he just got engaged. *********** so i def. thought this would be harder for me than it is. it is actually the best thing to have happened to help me get over him.. it's kind of awesome. i posted another thread about being stupid and looking him up on a social-networking site (welll not him, exactly, but TMI) 1. so there are pics of him drinking, he's an addict. was VERY involved in 12-step prog for almost 6yrs when we split. never expected to see/hear about him drinking. EVER. but apparently he is. and i can say with 100% certainty that i don't want to be involved with him if he's drinking. 2. his mom (with whom i work) was talking about person B. as she was describing person B, she was describing her son (my ex) whether she realized it or not... her last statement re: person B? "i can only imagine how difficult it would be to be married to [name]" i'm climbing up a hill, and although there is definite potential for backsliding, i did just make it over a speedbump, and it feels awesome. even if i still miss him, still want to be with him, and still think we have a "connection" it still feels awesome!:bunny::bunny::bunny:
Peanut9330 Posted July 30, 2009 Posted July 30, 2009 Congrats glad u made i'm trying to get through mine and I hope it dosent take me two years I want the pain to go away now but time heals all so I guess I have to be patient but I am happy that you were able to make it and I hope you keep going strong!!!!!
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