t0ri Posted July 29, 2009 Posted July 29, 2009 I know, I know, I shouldn't look at my ex's myspace. I just look every now and then to see his status, and I looked tonight and it says, "loving being single and being able to do whatev, whenev. hello fun!" with his mood as "free." Honestly, when I read that, I laughed! I'm pretty sure he knows that I look at his status sometimes, so that quite possibly was a rub-in-my-face type thing. When he first dumped me, he immediately started putting things on his status JUST to get to me, which he later admitted in so many words. I never have done that to him. Good for him that he's so happy being single, but why does he have to publish that to the whole world!?!?!? A few weeks or months ago, I would've been torn apart reading what his status says tonight. But tonight, I laughed and really didn't care. I'm FINALLY feeling more indifferent than ever, and seeing him in a totally different light. He's been knocked off my pedestal. I guess that's a good sign, right? But is it a bad sign I'm still looking at his status every now and then? I don't think it's putting a damper on my healing process, to be honest. I think I saw some things on his myspace since the breakup (5 months originally, but 3 oficiallly ago, since he came back to me for a month or so) that actually propelled my healing process for certain reasons. We've not spoken in over 3 months. I admitt I still miss him, but I don't want or long for him anymore! Yay!
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