RovingDaisy45 Posted July 28, 2009 Posted July 28, 2009 Hi everyone, It's me and I'm new here! Well, this post is about a man I was involved (mostly over the internet and phone) with. I know people say that internet/phone relationships have absolutely no standing, and are a charade, but somehow i just cant buy it. As much as i'd like to I just can't believe that. Because I know the way he made me feel... I am , like everyone else, a unique individual. But sometimes i just feel plain odd. He made me feel like i was ok for once. We started talking online. At first it was shallow, but he actually wanted to talk to me. He didn't beg for naked pics (or any at all for that matter), he didn't ask for cyber, he wasn't into that. He just liked talking to me, just to talk. And he had the same interests i had, we liked so many things that other people haven't even heard of. We had the same sense of humor and the same hobbies, we even liked the same food. But he had gone through a trauma and had some issues from that, actually a lot. At first he hid them from me, but then began to tell me of them.He thought he was a failure and a loser, but i liked him so much, I thought he was awesome. Either way, we would talk less and less, he claimed his PC is broken, and his only number i had was his work phone, as he claimed he 'hadn't paid his cell phone bill'. I think a lot of what he said to me wasn't true, i think he was scared, and i am beginning to think he's just not into me anymore.... it just hurts a lot because he was the first and only person whose loved me... or so he claims 'love'. I just want to know how to get over him. I look at his picture and i get all sad, i want to call him but i know i shouldn't. I feel like i want or need him but i know i don't. I'm not sure if he's moved on, or if he's struggling, or if he's plain forgot about me. All I know, i haven't heard from him in 3 or 4 months, which is usually a long time for us. How do I forget about him? (I know, long explanation for a short question! )
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