Is he just trying to get to me or what's this sound like??!!

[moo]

a and d, I am farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr from over it. I really am. I'm doing better, but I am farrrr from over it. I still remember how messed up I was. I really do. I was sooooooooooo messed up. But I did techniques to get myself out of it.

 

I will give you the same advice someone gave me...if you are going to say the same thing again and again, then stick to one of the threads you started instead of starting multiple threads. An exception could be if you are posting to reply to someone else in another thread or if you are going to talk about something related but a little different. That will help because people won't be so annoyed. I'm talking to you from experience.

[moo]

Its easy for you to say all those things, but its not easy for me to do them in my state of mind.

 

 

I understand, but tell me something easy you can do to make yourself feel better?

[moo]

I feel bad that she feels 90% worse. I hope she will be okay.

[aloneanddepressed]

I have the right to post as many threads as I want whether they are repetitive or not. I do know how "sad" I'm being, because I'm still freaking out, but that is how it is. I don't care what you say Boogie, you are annoying and rude. I'm glad I didn't post everything you put up, it would be like what, 30 pages long? I feel bad about writing them, but I needed to get things out. I sent my Ex letters, but they say Unread. If not that, he told me most of his email goes to spam. I have no way of knowing he got what I wrote. I can't seem to get over this until I know he hears what I have to say. How can I do this considering the way he parted with me, and not being able to contact him or know that he knows my thoughts.?

[moo]

hi a and d, actullly someone told me they mention stuff about that in the rules of the forums, but I went back to look for it and didn't see it.

 

Anyway, let me ask you. Do you have one flat rate for long distance, or do you have to pay per minute? If you have one flat rate, I really suggest you call the depression line. I understand when you are so down, it's hard to get yourself up to do things.

 

Calling takes little effort. It might help.

[northstar1]

A & D. The harsh reality is that if he wanted to know your thoughts, he would be in touch. Since he has gone AWOL, he no longer wants to deal with any of it.

 

You are going to drive yourself mental wondering about what he is thiking and if he knows what you are thinking etc. Sad to say, but for whatever reason the guy checked out of the relationship and hasn't looked back.

 

Looking for clues will be a fruitless search. You are going to need to find someway to let go of it from your own end.