smookie Posted July 28, 2009 Posted July 28, 2009 My ex and I broke up after that I made a email address so that I could ask him a question about a machine (quad) that I want to buy.. he is very smart in this area and I knew he would give a honest reply. I am not ready to talk to him yet but I really can not stand pushy salesmen or woman. So i texted him and asked him to check the email. I gave him the email addy and the password he checked it and gave me a reply (he called back he hates computers) I let it go to the machine. Anyways knowing that he hates computers and thinking that he would look just the once and thats it... I sent a email to him the other day (the first one was a week ago) in the email I put my emtions in (not a sappy one) but one explaining to him why i felt the need to finally end this... I felt good after that. Tonight (I do not know what made me do this) I checked the email and he read it. He knows that I do care about him and he always has known that it is hard on me to end it with him because i always felt I owed him something. He was cold about the break up and madder then anything I have seen. This happened on June 3rd. Can someone please explain why when someone wants nothing really to do with another person is he checking a email that I set up? I did it only for that one email and after that I truly thought that he would never look again, I even titled it that. something you will never see but I must say that was the title. Can anyone explain why ?
mammax3 Posted July 28, 2009 Posted July 28, 2009 Really, it kind of sounds like you did want him to look again. Otherwise you may have changed the password, or used a different email account. Maybe he's curious, or hurting who knows. It's not really your business anymore since you're not attached, you know? You both are moving onto your own separate paths because you decided to break up. It's good that you feel better about writing that email. I suggest you don't use that account anymore, or change the password.
smookie Posted July 28, 2009 Posted July 28, 2009 I must admit after a good night sleep I came back and read my post and thought to myself how stupied... But all honesty I really never thought that he would look into that email address. Your right I shall not do that again when doing it I did think that it was like the letter you write but never send.. I have to let go of this relationship I have been very hurt mentally and verbally alot through this one. i do nto like that I had to do it (hence me moving to a small town) but I really felt no choice after non stop talking and wanting things to change then suddenly feeling that it was never going to change and it was not just me who could do changes that it was the both of us that had to change. With only one changing I seen that I was stuck and uncomfortable. I do care about him and love him but I also wish he could have seen what he was doing... his choice was not to look at it and avoid it. thanks alot guys or girls..
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