theBrokenMuse Posted July 28, 2009 Posted July 28, 2009 I really wish my ducks would line up faster so I could get out of this situation. His apathetic cold-shoulder nonsense which sometimes turns to seething hatred over nothing at all is starting to make me feel run down and like a ball of nerves. This man is so toxic that it's insane. I made the mistake of going to him in a crisis because I had no where else to turn for ideas on how to handle the situation and while he was initially a bit concerned about my well-being he had a change of heart shortly thereafter and has chosen instead to completely forgo doing anything such as offer advice or moral support in order to belittle me and act disgusted by me just because I didn't react to the news of this crisis in the manner in which he finds acceptable. He's just so mean to me that I sometimes wish I could die just to not have to deal with his attitude problem anymore.
MrMayI Posted July 28, 2009 Posted July 28, 2009 this isn't far from some of what my wife told me not too long ago. i'm toxic, and i spewed hatred. she feels so much anxiety when she looks at me. she is having one if not two emotional affairs and possibly a physical affair.
Author theBrokenMuse Posted July 28, 2009 Author Posted July 28, 2009 this isn't far from some of what my wife told me not too long ago. i'm toxic, and i spewed hatred. she feels so much anxiety when she looks at me. she is having one if not two emotional affairs and possibly a physical affair. Sorry about your troubles. My hubby is pretty much nearly a textbook NPD personality so I highly doubt he has any actual deep-emotional attachments to me or the kids anyhow. Honestly, I don't think he really understands the concept of love.
MrMayI Posted July 28, 2009 Posted July 28, 2009 that's a shame. chin up. wait for gunny's advice. it'll motivate you.
LisaUk Posted July 29, 2009 Posted July 29, 2009 Sorry about your troubles. My hubby is pretty much nearly a textbook NPD personality so I highly doubt he has any actual deep-emotional attachments to me or the kids anyhow. Honestly, I don't think he really understands the concept of love. NPD really, that must be terrible for you, I know my ex is currently acting in narcissitic mode, to have that all the time must be h**l.
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