a fallen leaf Posted July 27, 2009 Posted July 27, 2009 Ok, this is weird. I was in a relationship for 15months but 3 months before it finished, sth totally turned my feelings the other way round for that boy. We carried on the 3 last months hoping that things will change but they didn't and I got myself into depression. I was so happy in this relationship until that happened and now it did - I feel awful! We arranged we won't contact each other for a few months and then see. I don't know what to do. In my head, I keep on thinking about stuff all the time - I still remember how I felt about him before that **** happened and compare with how I feel now. I'm trying to 'fix' my feelings for him because in my head I really want to perceive him as I did before. I'm really stressed and feel as if i lost my identity - because he was such a big part of my life. What's worse, many of his friends became mine too - and meeting them is really awkward. Thinking that i dont feel what i did makes me really anxious. I feel like I lost a part of me - simply by losing my feelings for him. Now, do you honestly think my feelings for him may come back? And 2, how can i stop thinking about him and forget abt the situation until he decides to contact me in a few months time. I'm really scared I'll be anxious abt my feelings for him all the time. Please help.
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