bluesky123 Posted July 26, 2009 Posted July 26, 2009 Hello all, I have been no contact for almost two months , I haven't heard a peep form her nor have a attempted to contact her. My birthday is coming up ,I got a rush of emotions. I would like to talk to her but have nothing to say. Last three days have been really hard for me. I just find my breakup strange , phone and a email and then nothing. How could somebody do that after 2.5 years, maybe she is scared to call me ? Or maybe she met somebody ?
Thomas X Forever Posted July 26, 2009 Posted July 26, 2009 Or maybe she got hit by a bus. (Hopefully mine did). Don't contact her though, unless you broke up with HER and you want to reconcile.
Author bluesky123 Posted July 26, 2009 Author Posted July 26, 2009 She left me, I have been bettering myself the whole nine yards but I still feel like something is missing.Her.
Thomas X Forever Posted July 26, 2009 Posted July 26, 2009 Oh, rest assured. I'm right here with you. I know your pain, it's nasty. The pain of loneliness and emptiness is greater than any physical pain ive ever felt. I can't even relax, because she was my world, and now all I wonder about is her. The anxiety eats me alive, and the memories bring it all to life. You know? It's the worst feeling on earth, what we feel. Hopefully you don't feel it as bad
Author bluesky123 Posted July 26, 2009 Author Posted July 26, 2009 TXF, I keep myself surrounded by friends and keep very busy. I miss the little things (telling her about my day etc). Our break up was peaceful and the only other contact I had was a email. She wants to find her self, not enough closure for me, I have so many questions. It's an internal struggle, I cant call her, I did not do anything I was a very nice bf. I can't even eat today/ when I do get food in me , its gone very quickly !This sucks.
boogieboy Posted July 27, 2009 Posted July 27, 2009 read this bluesky, might open your eyes... http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t196251/
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