tkgirl Posted July 25, 2009 Posted July 25, 2009 So a while back I made the mistake of contacting my ex... thinking we could be "friends" again.. wrong! I don't know what this guy's issues really are, but I always just end up hurt by him and I need to walk away.. for good this time. Even he himself admits that I deserve someone "more together" than he is! I'm so angry though... I think this time I really can do this! Here's what happened: Two weeks ago we decided to hang out, you know "as friends". We actually had a really good time and he was being sweet to me, but it was also a little awkward because of the whole "what are we really?" thing. So a week goes by and I decide to send him an email. He is trying to start a band and I met someone who might work out as the singer.. so I gave him this guys info and then added at the end "when are we going to hang out again? hopefully it won't be another year from now" sort of joking about it because it had been almost year since I last saw him! Within an hour he called me back, but I was in the shower and it went to voicemail. Anyways, he thanked me for thinking about him and said he would like to hang out with me again soon. Then the next day he sent me an email, asking if I got his message, how was I, and that he'd like to get together soon (again). He also said he would call me that night or else the next night... well, that was tuesday and he never called! Why would he say he'd call me, only to not call.. I really don't get it... it was his idea to call me to make the plan. I did respond to him once in an email and said, sure.. call me tonight if you want, I'll be around etc. So it's not like I was ignoring him or playing hard to get, right? I just feel like he's blowing me off for whatever reason and it really hurts me. A part of me wants to send him a text or something and say "even though we are just friends now, it still hurts that you forgot about me" But I won't... because he might feel bad and respond and I don't want him too.... I seriously think I want him out of my life for good now. He has hurt me one too many times. So I think what I need to do is just go completely NC... which shouldn't be too hard since he is not contacting me anyways! but he will, I'm pretty sure of it. And when he does I will not respond... I don't want to play games but I can't keep getting hurt by him. And just knowing he's out there somewhere and has completely blown me off... again! it makes me sooo mad! I want to forget about him the way he's forgot about me! Sorry this is so long... I needed to vent a bit! But I also wanted to ask your opinions... how would you guys feel if you were me? Does this seem like a good time to finally go NC? thanks!!!
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