Sbrizio Posted July 20, 2009 Posted July 20, 2009 I just spoken with a common friend, who told me she might get into something with someone. She hasn't yet, but she could. A part of me would like to run immediately at her place, and i already had two friends telling me that this would be a complete disaster, and i would have myself completely crushed if i do this. Another part of me is finally getting that it's over, utterly over. She isn't anymore part of my life. All we lived together it's over, it's dust, it's memories (which, for the moment, i wish i could delete). It's so f*****g hard i can't believe it.
imhurt Posted July 20, 2009 Posted July 20, 2009 You're right, it is sooooooooo Fricken hard! unimaginable really. I knew it was going to be hard for awhile, but like this? My GOD, save me! I couldn't imagine if my ex was with someone else already, but I was totally convinced last night that he was, and could possibly be I guess. I say **** him! Sadly, I kind of hate him, and I really do not want him back, but what a ****er! He has no feelings? I kind of hope he is going through hell too. I am sorry for what you are going through, I wish there was a magical pill that would take all the pain away.
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