dreamgurl Posted July 13, 2009 Posted July 13, 2009 I remember the first day we met. It was my first year of college and i was in the bookstore purchasing what felt like a million books. I was skeptical of college and that day particularly i was just plain miserable and confused on my decision to attend college for what I was going for. While in line, I happened to turn to see the growing line behind me, when our eyes met. I quickly turned from him but remember thinking how cute he was. On the first day of my Anatomy class I quietly sat down in a seat and began looking through papers I had gotten during the day. All of a sudden I saw the bookstore guy sitting next to me.I woulod later know his name to be shawn. Next thing i knew He said "Do you know what time this class ends?" I looked around me and then back at him. "Your talking to me?", I said. He chuckled a little and nodded. From that point on we were inseperable. We would laugh until we cried, talk every night on the phone telling eachother our dreams, goals, and our deepest secrets. One year turned to two, then three to six years. There wasnt anything i couldnt tell him and same with him. One night after a year or two of being friends he called me in the middle of the night, definately under the affects of a night out of drinking with his buddies and told me that he was in love with me. When he was sober the next day I jokingly told him what he had said and he was silent for a minute and told me that he was falling for me and that he hasnt felt this way about someone in a long time. Afraid of ruining a perfect friendship we just remained friends. Over the years we havent been able to see eachother as much as we used to but still will talk regularly over the phone. When he hears from me he always stops what he is doing to talk to me even when i offer for him to call me back....he is there for me no matter what and I for him. No matter when we talk or get together, even if its been months its like picking up right where we left off. Recently after not hearing from him for 2 months (which isnt unusual for us as we both have busy lives and the such) I felt a great urgency to call him. So I did. He told me had cancer. We met up and had a bite to eat and talked about his condition. Being together even though he was sick was just like any other time we are together, we just pick up where we left off. Nothing is ever uncomfortable. A few weeks went by and I again had a strong urgency to get in touch with him..when i went to look at my phone he had beat me to it and told me how he was in the hospital. I went to visit him and as soon as I walked inthe room he looked at me like I never saw him look at me before and his eyes filled up a little. It was at that moment while staring into his eyes it occured to me that maybe this is who my soulmate is. we connect in so many ways, that i even get feelings when he is in trouble and needs me. I dont know much about this soulmate stuff but what do you all think?
BlackWhite Posted July 13, 2009 Posted July 13, 2009 During the time that you have known him, were you with another guy? Was he with another girl? Why haven't the two of you hooked up?
Author dreamgurl Posted July 13, 2009 Author Posted July 13, 2009 yes ive dated guys and hes dated girls...since ive known him any girl he meets he breaks it off and he tells me bc theres nothing there or this girl or that girl why cant she be like you etc....i on the other hand did have a serious relationship and was crushed when my ex dumped me...we've talked about being more than friends but i have never allowed it to materialize, whereas i think if he had it his way we would be married by now.
amagordos Posted August 13, 2009 Posted August 13, 2009 it sounds to me like you are, so do me a favor and do not let him get away because what you two have is a very wonderful relationship that just needs to grow more and more with time
Chrome Barracuda Posted August 13, 2009 Posted August 13, 2009 If you want him, why dont you just tell him, dont be shy!
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