brock9911 Posted July 11, 2009 Posted July 11, 2009 this is a rant, i can give a $h!t about anyones opinion because it wont make me feel any different. after all the $h!t iv been through over the coarse of the last 2 months, tonight probably is the worst night. not only am i trying way to hard to make myself feel better, im making myself feel worse in the process. iv had a past of depression, and all of it came in my past relationship. now i dont exactly blame her for it, but me being nieve and blind deff made things worse. what im saying is i tried to make gold out of $h!t. the relationship never was the best, but i tried. after her cheating i didnt try anymore, hell i still dont try. i dont have the modivation anymore. i get into likin a girl and it becomes heartache. weather it was my ex or any other girl iv picked up, i have trouble leaving feelings out of the mix. i lost ALL of my friend because of my ex. she literaly put a line between us. they HATED her, but i saw differently. now the 12 friends that cease to be are still chilling while i struggle to manage with my self obsorbed friends who only care about there own needs. this has been a rough night to say the least. true colors have come out on every spectrum.......and to all of those who crossed me....F*CK YOU
Road To Joy Posted July 13, 2009 Posted July 13, 2009 Keep venting, keep venting. It's good to let it out.
Bobby2010 Posted July 13, 2009 Posted July 13, 2009 ^^ Agree. My ex tricked me into getting jealous/mad/angry, so she could then break up with me for a reason, and be with her new scumbag. F*CK YOU!!! AHHHH!!!
patcha Posted July 13, 2009 Posted July 13, 2009 omg. i am so sorry! can def. relate to an extent. vent away. hope you feel better soon though. *hugs*
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