Thomas X Forever Posted July 5, 2009 Posted July 5, 2009 I'm not afraid to admit this. 2 years ago, when my first gf and me broke up, I cried everyday for months practically. Then one day, it just stopped. I couldn't cry anymore. Then I met my recent ex. We dated a year, and I loved her so much I would've died for her. To put it into perspective of how much I loved my recent ex, well, I lost my mother to breast cancer when I was 9, and if I had the choice between spending the rest of my life with my recent ex, or having my mom back... I'd choose my ex. I would've died for this girl. When we broke up, I hit such a deep depression that my emotions 100% finished shutting off. What had started with my first ex, had finally reached it's full potential. I became solid stone. I haven't cried, it's been 7 months since I lost my recent ex. I can't cry. I once thought it made me stronger to not ever cry. Now I see the truth. It makes me weak, cold, and stone to not be able to cry. I miss my ex so bad I would give up anything and everything I own for this girl. She will never know how much she was really loved. Man am I torn up. I wish I could cry.
hrtbrk hotel tenant Posted July 5, 2009 Posted July 5, 2009 crying is good;cathartic in a sense i think it is part of the greiving process. crying allows u to emote positively and not venting harshly or abuse substances cuz u hurt. i cried a couple time over my ex and i actually wanna cry some more to heal this pain that is eating my heart away.
gypsi Posted July 5, 2009 Posted July 5, 2009 i feel so stupid i use to be such a strong person id laugh and think people who broke up with their partners were pathetic, and now im one big emotional mess! I cried my eyes dry for 3 months, basically every night when i was lying in bed i honestly thought i was going to dehydrate from all the damn crying and then all of the sudden i went numb for a month or so, i cried maybe once... And then i rescieved a text from her and the effing crying has crept back in, i cried this morning when i woke up with a slight hangover and all the memories started flooding back. I mean seriously is this normal?? Why cant i move on?? My life evolves around crying lately and im not even the crying type! I have lost the happy, outgoing, smiley, passionate, positve person that i once was and now im just negative, numb, hurt, miserable crying baby. Thomas i know exactly how you feel, i would have died for her to, your not alone your pain is shared by so many.
moo Posted July 6, 2009 Posted July 6, 2009 A man I was dating once broke my heart...Not as much as my recent ex...but it was horrible in it's own right. He had a near death experience that day and smoked pot afterwards....he got VERY high. He told me on the phone I was not pretty enough for a commitment, but that only I could do something about that. I assumed he was talking about my weight. I cried alot, but at some point, I could not cry. It felt awful....I was stuck...numb. It was very, very, uncomfortable and I did not like that feeling at all.
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