ByShine Posted July 1, 2009 Posted July 1, 2009 Read if you care, Read if you want to be nice Would love some replies and thoughts After my first love/first relation, i learned so much i got out of depression stage, i got out of her zone i'm back to my normal state and i thank myself for this experience and i'm glad it all happened, inthe end only made me stronger. He had a girl that he loved Her smile melted his heart Would have gave everything for her Even if it meant dying Sadly the girl did not love her back They barely knew each other But that did not matter to him He still loved her with everything he had He wasn't the best of the guys wasn't the rich, the handsome and the genius Didn't stand out, but wasn't too bad And was someone ready for true love He knew this and even told the girl Would try to start conversations daily Even when he knew she did not like him But still, he was brave and faithful Believed in a love divine and true And thought she was the one for him But unrequited love was too much pain hence he tried to move on and ignore That's when she really noticed him Noticed that he's not been around She dosn't want to lose him But don't want him at the same time So she seeks for that attention And he loves her too much to ignore her Now she can lead him on again and Give him that fake smile He dosn't have any classes with her Barely sees her in school Maybe four days a week, saw a glimpse of her and that's all he needed to get by At the time he was going through mad bull**** So much that he thought of committing suicide She was the only key that can bring him to light But the girl is heartless and pretends not to know So even when he knew that she was playing him He couldn't move on, even when being hurt He just was happy that he can love someone but at the same time heartbreaking even to live So in school, he changes his attitude Ignores her sometimes when she says hi Not clear on what he's doing, he's confused But that dosn't matter to him anymore Because a year has passed, and time began to flow With each and everyday the feelings started to fade She never became his friend, and he was happy about it and was making his move to end this mystery So he makes his final move Has a chat about this whole relationship and this past year Finds out only that she gave him the "We're just friends" But he is not sad, infact he is happy to hear In that conversation he makes it clear That he is the bigger person And that she was the bad one who lead him on He, for the first time takes the lead All of a sudden, tables have turned He dosn't even miss her anymore And she never said sorry because she is heartless and low class girl But he knows that she'll come around one day Looking for that love he once had for her And that's when she will really know what he was and will regret all that she did That's when he will shine to his full extent And she just might miss him like crazy But by then, he won't even be there He will be at the top shouting "Look at me Now"
aboynamedmike Posted July 1, 2009 Posted July 1, 2009 Good for you man. Taking charge like that takes guts, and it payed off for you:)
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