euroguy1212 Posted June 20, 2009 Posted June 20, 2009 I wrote this imaginary letter to my ex when I started missing them to help me cope and heal. ----- Your eyes will never see this letter. I am just writing it for a self-esteem boost. I am finding more and more every day that my dream about you was right. I don't know if it was divine or just in my head, but I'm finally beginning to see you for the slut that you are, just like my dream told me six months ago. What I did was minor compared to what you did to me. Cheating on me, looking to talk to other men. You should not have been talking about me either with your fellow slut. I loved you. Riding on the bus for 30 hours twice to see you, installing my own RAM in your computer to make it go faster, putting up with you and your brother's bull****, buying you books and movies as gifts for special occasions, making you videos as gifts for special occasions . . . and not so much as a phone call from you. Maybe once. For less than 3 minutes. That's ****ing ridiculous. Oh and two cards. Whoop-de-doo. So I am writing you this letter to heal. I very much still do love you, but I'm wondering if I should. You have showed yourself to be of no value to me. And while you rant on and on about my “looks” and how I'm not “attractive”, I want to remind you you're no beauty queen yourself. And I never cared. Its what's in the heart that matters and you're severely lacking in that department. Even if now I am taking better care of my appearance and how I dress because I want to be attractive. I will learn to get over you the longer I stay away from you. I just hope you enjoy your miserable life, because unless you change, like I am, I cannot foresee anything but unhappiness in your future. You simply do not apply yourself in life. And the fact I'm changing, for the better, makes me the better person. And if you think you need a new relationship to solve the problems of an old one, you are sorely mistaken. Because these issues will keep on creeping up until you fix them.
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