NOTSURE7 Posted June 19, 2009 Posted June 19, 2009 ok i have been posting about my entire existence on here but now i need specific help here with Nc.i know its so important for me to do but it is so hard too. my ow decided it was best for her to go work on her marriage because she dosent ever think i would leave W so she wants to go our seperate ways,yet she has emailed me a few times since.i know i need to work on myself and my marriage too I had 1 full day of nc yesterday but today of all things the ow randomly and i mean randomly as i live in a big city pulls up next to me at a light and rolls her window down after i tried to ignore her when i first saw her, she says you cant say hello,so i did and we had very small talk.she could tell i didnt want to talk and that i was going through alot of emotions. so the rest of today i am now with that pit in my stomach and wanting to write her just to get conversation going again and i know its wrong as i need to work on my self and my marriage. ok Ls crew keep me strong.
IfWishesWereHorses Posted June 19, 2009 Posted June 19, 2009 It will get easier, but only if you bite the bullet and stay NC. Sorry for that coincidence, don't you hate how those things happen at the worse time.
Author NOTSURE7 Posted June 19, 2009 Author Posted June 19, 2009 i know, its just so hard, i sit here wondering does she care,is she feeling a pit etc etc but i know i dont want to start the conversation again because it serves no purpose. yes it sucked, i was feeling good,in fact a few minutes before i said im doing well and then bam she pulls up next to me,now im right back where i started,oh well the weekend could be a good help
wildsoul Posted June 19, 2009 Posted June 19, 2009 Uncanny. They say that all big decisions will be tested. There's one! Hang in there. Post as much as you need to this weekend. We're here for you!
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